Well here I am again. Starting a season that seems life changing. I havent written anything, because the truth is, it's hard for me to be vulnerable about what's going on with me.
I struggle with a lot.
One of those struggles is wanting to look like I have it all together when i obviously dont. But in the midst of all the struggling, I have found hope. I have spent the last year figuring out who I am and who I want to become. Who God is calling me to be.
Through heartbreak and some moments of just crazy, I'm finally understanding that God has a plan and sometimes it's completely opposite of mine. I've gone from feeling like the 21 year old divorcee who couldn't feel more lost because I felt like I had dissapointed so many people to this 23 year old woman finally feeling some freedom to live the life meant for me. I had to let go of a lot of dreams. But new dreams were fordged through the chaos. God had given me the ability to create.
And create, I will.